when times were simpler, we were not fighting. we did not worry about this stupid shit that was said. and we did not stress what if, because we were together and that’s all that mattered. How can so much change in just a few months to the point that I’m with a knotted stomach because i am unsure of what will be next. the lack of trust in knowing that i love him, never seems enough anymore; and clearly is not. my soul is weeping for it does not know what to say. what should i do, for i am lost in this complicated mess of shit. my fingers barely reaching out the top of the hole. i am drowning in a world of sorrow.
i do not want to loose him, i hope he knows that…
Yup. I must be insane lol
it may have taken time, but i haven’t written my wrongs, said my apologies. And hopefully one day the favor will be returned.